SHATTERED BEYOND RECOGNITION

I wrote this awhile back and thought I would share. I enjoy writing from peoms to just journaling . I wrote this one day just sitting in my car outside of church waiting for it start. We’ll see what this turn into…. I was trying to find a word to describe how I was feelingContinue reading “SHATTERED BEYOND RECOGNITION”

Don’t Allow People or Yourself to Minimize your Growth.

Often times people or even yourself have an expectation of where you should be in your growth process. We often beat ourselves up about thinking that I haven’t accomplished anything nor am I progressing. When you take a look at it you have actually. This is just to let you know that growth is growthContinue reading “Don’t Allow People or Yourself to Minimize your Growth.”

My Truth: Shattered

A couple of months ago I was trying find a word to describe my current space. Shattered is what came to mind.  ●to damage, as by breaking or crushing It seemed my world had crashed and everything was unfamiliar to me. I felt that I had lost more than I had gained. My dreams, myContinue reading “My Truth: Shattered”

My Truth:Unlovable

I can recall one morning waking up in tears. I felt alone and needed a hug. I needed to feel that someone was there for me and cared. I struggled to get out the bed this particular morning. I was contemplating whether or not I was going to call out for work. I decided toContinue reading “My Truth:Unlovable”

My Truth: Flawed

Often times we talk about how people have done us wrong. What about how you mistreated, mishandled or caused someone pain? What if you are the counterfeit or the mistake to someone else? What if you are the one that caused someone to put a wall back up, slip or to not trust again? WhatContinue reading “My Truth: Flawed”

My Truth: Cover Me Up

When this title first came to mind, I wanted to go in-depth about how sexual abuse at young age caused me to hate my body. How I blamed my body for what happened to me. As a young lady, like most young girls experience their body going through changes. I realized that my body attractedContinue reading “My Truth: Cover Me Up”

SPEAK OUT LOUD

About mid February, I was on my way to work and the idea to talk about Sexual Abuse came to mind. I’m always reluctant when comes to certain topics because it means that I have to vulnerable. I have to share parts of my life that I’m not sure if I want to talk about.Continue reading “SPEAK OUT LOUD”

I SURVIVED IT

My mother- in- law commented on one of my pictures recently and I quote, “You’re a survivor. If you can survived cancer you can survive anything. Love you.” This resonated with me. I SURVIVED IT I SURVIVED IT = MY PARENT’S DIVORCE I SURVIVED IT = LOW SELF ESTEEM I SURVIVED IT = BEING TALKEDContinue reading “I SURVIVED IT”

Cervical Cancer Awarness

I wrote this when I decided to no longer be silent about being a Cervical Cancer survivor. “January is Cervical Cancer Awareness Month and  I am a SURVIVOR of Cervical Cancer!!! This year will mark 4 years that I have been Cancer Free!!! When I was going through I decided not tell anyone and thisContinue reading “Cervical Cancer Awarness”